Post by Seth The B& on Jan 12, 2011 6:45:49 GMT -5
I'm not sure what the rumor is about what happened yesterday, so I'm here to clear everything up now that I'm sober, And let me be honest it was a very bad day, i woke up to find that the cold had broken the hot water heater and the snow on the ground has black ice under it so its impossible to drive as it rarely gets like this so i have no chains for my tires, that's fine no big deal ill get over that, i then find out that one of my best friends in real life has been telling people things about me that are hideously untrue, once again ill get over it, my dog knocked over a urn smashing it causing my grandfathers ashes to be spread all over the floor, once again ok ill get over it, my girlfriend of a year and a half (the first woman who's never cheated on me) says she has fallen out of love with me and wants to end the relationship, ok heartbroken at this point but ill deal with it in time, at some point an autographed copy of mick Foley first printed book gets water spilled on it and is now ruined, ill get over this just sucks.
my day was bad so far right? ok brace yourself for the true heartbreaking what started me to drink, my dog at some point got his head caught in a barb wire fence and tried to free himself, by the time we found him he had almost decapitated himself and his whimpers and cries drove a spike through my heart, the dog that was the only thing in this world that hasn't abandoned me died yesterday in my arms.
So I log in now to find something being said about jade, so let me clear that up, i told her i didn't know if i could emotionally stick around anymore i didn't tell her much but she understood to a degree. I being drunk at the time have no clue what happened after that as I pretty much don't remember anything beyond that. So in short,
Yes-I thought about leaving the fed yesterday
Yes-I had a horrible day that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy
No-Jade was not any reason for me thinking about leaving
N0-I don't plan to leave
Yes-I love you all to some degree but Amanda and jade are like my sisters in my heart the sisters that an only child wishes he had all his life.
What may have been read/heard is only half the story until you get an explanation for the source. I love Jade like a sister as well as Amanda and would not want anything said bad about them
Love,
Seth
my day was bad so far right? ok brace yourself for the true heartbreaking what started me to drink, my dog at some point got his head caught in a barb wire fence and tried to free himself, by the time we found him he had almost decapitated himself and his whimpers and cries drove a spike through my heart, the dog that was the only thing in this world that hasn't abandoned me died yesterday in my arms.
So I log in now to find something being said about jade, so let me clear that up, i told her i didn't know if i could emotionally stick around anymore i didn't tell her much but she understood to a degree. I being drunk at the time have no clue what happened after that as I pretty much don't remember anything beyond that. So in short,
Yes-I thought about leaving the fed yesterday
Yes-I had a horrible day that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy
No-Jade was not any reason for me thinking about leaving
N0-I don't plan to leave
Yes-I love you all to some degree but Amanda and jade are like my sisters in my heart the sisters that an only child wishes he had all his life.
What may have been read/heard is only half the story until you get an explanation for the source. I love Jade like a sister as well as Amanda and would not want anything said bad about them
Love,
Seth