Venting into everything

[Seth The B&]

Seth returned from the parking lot where he just got off the phone with Amanda letting her know in short what happened with Jade, he was visibly frustrated and need a release that cutting could not help with. He needed to hurt someone badly he needed to break a bone or snap a limb. He needed to destroy someone to which they would never recover, but no one was around he was all alone like usual. He had been abandoned by lovers friends parents and all his family, and right now he felt just like normal. Something inside him dwelld in her words, this tart had the nerve to speak to him like that and yet he deserved it and knew it. He knew that what he was doing to her was wrong and that he should be alone for these actions and not speak with her anymore, if need be he'd just work something out with his employer who wouldn't be happy but it would have to do.

He decided to just take out some aggression in the gym, maybe that would calm him down he had hoped. He started off with the treadmill thinking cardio would calm him, he ran at full speed trying to tire himself for nearly 2 hours before getting off the machine. He went to the bag Jade had been abusing which she attacked him near and ran his fingertips along it slowly, the memories of the attack he just gave her running through his head. These thoughts enraged him and he started slamming his fists into the bag hard he did this for who knows how long his knuckles bleeding and swollen at some point in the middle though. The bag covered in blood at this point had several large dents that would probably never reform right and the tap on his hand had been shredded off into ashes. Looking at the blood enraged him further then before sending him into a blood lust he couldn't fulfill. He took a step back and proceeded to super kick the bag once again causing the bag to sway with such force it broke the chain holding it in place but this time sending it into a large mirror before him. The glass shattered and rained down over his body some bits getting stuck inside his flesh.

Seth then proceed to clean his wounds and remove the glass from his body using whatever he could to stop the bleeding as he had not finished venting the anger. She could hurt him? How dare she think she could hurt him. He was cold inside heartless powerful fast and intelligent. No one could hurt him after the life he lived, no one but himself. He slumped into a chair as he got really depressed thinking about how he dealt with her tonight. His anger got the best of him, and he did feel bad, but It doesn't matter what you had for dinner!

After a short lived pity party he had for himself he got back up quickly thinking "No, she deserved it she caused this torture on me and I must do what I have to, she was a target and he couldn't let feeling interfere with what he was hired to do. He had to destroy her not for his employer but for himself for vengeance for what she did to him. She is the cause of this blood frenzy and she will pain for it with pounds of flesh and blood. Seth thought to himself.

She wasn't around but this is the gym where she worked out in. Maybe if he did some damage to where she got her frustrations out she would get angry and make a mistake. The logic in his head made sense even though it wouldn't to a sane man. He rushed to the maintenance area when he had seen some spray paint earlier. He grabbed a can he didn't need much to make a message. He rushed back and used the paint to spray paint a cryptic message that only he would understand the true meaning, the message was "Jade I'm sorry. Seth". He got back on the treadmill and ran until he couldn't run anymore.

After spending all night in the gym he eventually laid down on the gymnastic mats him and Jade just fought on, a lock of her hair laid on the mat and he held it softly between his fingers and stared at it until he eventually passed out.

TBC-EOT? They know who they are if they want to show up.
Writers note, this is what i feel like doing... I miss you amber.

[Amanda Nathan]

The door to the gymnasium opened up and in walked Amanda in a sports bra and a pair of shorts. She had a set of headphones on and was listening to something that she sang along with with her accent.

Amanda: O' baby when you talk like that. You make a woman go mad. So be wise and keep on. Reading the signs of my body. And I'm on tonight. You know my hips don't lie. And I'm starting to feel it's right. All the attraction, the tension. Don't you see baby, this is perfection.


That's when she saw him, laying perfectly still. He looked content. She was half tempted to walk over there and kick him, but on the same note she loved how he looked in his sleep. She slowly and quietly walked over to him and sat down. She pulled the MP3 player on her hip and started to change songs. She had something she wanted to say, but couldn't find the words. She paused the song and leaned in to him. She watched his intake and exhalation of breath and smiled widely. He was completely vulnerable right now. Seth finally rolled over and slowly opened his eyes. She was the first thing he saw, he tried to speak, but Amanda just gave him the sign to be quiet for now. She turned to her MP3 player and hit play on the song. She sang along with it.

Amanda: Let me apologize to begin with. Let me apologize for what I'm about to say. But trying to be genuine was 'arder than it seemed. But some'ow I got caught up in between. Let me apologize to begin with. Let me apologize for what I'm about to say. But trying to be someone else was 'arder than it seemed. And some'ow I got caught up in between. Between mah pride and mah promise. Between mah lies and 'ow the truth gets in the way. And things I want to say to you get lost before they come. The only thing that's worse than one is none.

She stopped and turned off the player before looking down at the floor, blushing. She couldn't believe she just did that. What was she thinking? She was too afraid to look up at him. Too afraid that he was going to reject her. She just sat there quietly and moved with a tune that wasn't there trying to pretend he was not there and she had not done what she just did.

TBC: Seth

[Seth The B&]

Seth sat up next to her just waking up was shocked by the actions and completely taken by surprise at his own words that rushed from his lips.

That was beautiful just like you are.

He responded to quickly to hide behind a mask his comment sent a shiver down his spine as he felt completely naked and she was judging him on his scars and imperfections that reddened his entire body. His hands shot up to his face faking like he just woke up but was trying to don a mask quickly anyone will do. He just couldn't be exposed like this to her cause she would hate him for what he really was, he showed jade behind the mask a little and she ran away from him. No one could love the maskless beast that laid dormant in his soul. He turned to her and had a smirk on his face as her spoke softly.

Cant seem to stay away can you? Although I am glad you came around, cause I was missing looking at you all night.

Seth was serious in this line even if he didn't want to admit it and she more then likely didn't believe it either. This sadistic bastard had been playing everyone and the games were catching up to him. He slid his hand onto her thigh and turned his head away knowing the blow would come soon enough. He sat there expecting to be punched or slapped but no attack was made. She sat there looking at his hand shocked she herself didn't know how to react did she stick with the tough act or did she show her sensitive side? Seth's hand released before she could do anything more. He looked around the room at how destroyed it was a total mess, the frenzy he had fallen into make him blind to how much damage he actually did. He turned to her and said jokingly.

I really messed this place up last night didn't I?

Seth walked back to her sitting down next to her and looking into her beautiful green eyes and a smile washed across his face cascading energy back into the dead room as she began to smile back. The two stared at each other speechless locked in a gaze between them. Seth could feel his pulse increasing as his hands began to sweat inside the tape he bite his lower lip looking at her unsure of the feeling he was actually enduring at this moment.

TBC-Amanda

[Amanda Nathan]

She took a good look around and her jaw dropped. Had he really done all of this? She looked gave his hands a quick look and decided to lighten the mood a little.

Amanda: Well, luv... It was either you or a 'uge sodding racoon. To be 'onest I'm leaning more toward the you theory.

She then covered her face with her hands. What was she doing? She should have just walked out the door the moment she saw him in here. With the way her head was right now she could have believed she could have sleep walked and done the damage to this place so, anyting was possible. A little to close to anything was possible.

TBC: Seth

[Seth The B&]

Seth smirked a second looked her up and down before speaking.

You did your song now Ill make it a little more personal and do the same.

Seth stood in front of her and grabbed her hands pulling her to her feet with him before starting to sing for her.

So what if I never hold you, yeaeaeaeaeaeaah, or kiss your lips again? Whoaaahaa So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see I beg don't leave me, seize the day or die regretting the time you lost it's empty and cold without you here, too man people to ache over

TBC-Amanda

[Amanda Nathan]

She cried a little and it shocked the hell out of her that she allowed him to see it. This is the second time he had been around for one of her breakdowns. It was self-doubt, but also the doubting of being able to feel for anyone let alone two people. One she was telling now the other she really was yet to tell. She was confused, scared, and worse of all she liked it. Deep down she enjoyed it, but was it the attention or did she just enjoy his company? She slid her hands away from his and stared at the floor. What was wrong with her? There were so many things going through her head and she had no answers for any of them.

Amanda: Luv, I'm not sure this is 'ealthy for either of us. We both 'ave matches we need to prepare for and EVO coming around the corner. We shouldn't be do this.

That was the truth. They really shoud not be doing what they were doing. His "Pro" would probably be happy for him, her's would just use this to get to her. She knew it, but did not want to say it. She did not take her eyes from the floor. She just wanted to disappear at this moment, but she had another confession she needed to tell him. She awaited his response from the first statements first before doing anything else.

TBCB: Seth

[Seth The B&]

Seth in his epic struggle to get a mask on had placed the wrong one on, he liked where it was taking him so he did exactly want to try another tactic. He was unsure of what she was going to say but the clock was ticking and he wanted to get another point on the board before the game was over. He wanted to address the EVO2 thing though first. He spoke softly as she kept looking at the floor.

Are you worried about us in the ring or our pros? Cause Scally isn't the issue but your psychopath is to some degree. But I'm not scared of him, and neither should you be. If he didn't have those two grunts with him he would be just as weak as anyone off the street. And as for if we had a match I wouldn't want to hurt you and would only compete against you because the match was in stone and couldn't be changed. So is it us or your pro you fear?

Amanda kept staring at the floor not responding, without thinking anything more her tried to tip the ball in his favor. He looked at her as his hand cupped under her chin and lifted her face so their eyes meet as he sang again for her.

Don't wanna die alone without you here please tell me what we have is real.


TBC-Amanda

[Amanda Nathan]

With that she was done. She broke her tears fell even harder. She did not want to lose him, but she also did not want to see him hurt by her or anyone else. She looked at him, tears falling.

Amanda: I know you watched my match against Young Gangsta last week. I don't want you watch anything that 'appens this week. I 'ave some interesting stuff going on, but I don't want you to see that. So unless you're going to be a creep and stalk me... I beg you don't.

Was she doing this for his benefit or her's? A little of both? Why did she say anything? Maybe it was her medication or maybe it was just the fact she did not want him to see her with someone else.

TBC: Seth

[Seth The B&]

Seth stood there knowing what match she was in. He figured she was afraid shed get hurt. His head tilted to the side looking at her as he spoke softly to her almost cooing her.

You want me to not watch your match? And what if something happens to you out there? I don't know if I could know that you got hurt out in that ring and it was because I wasn't watching to come stop something bad from happening.

He knew Kahlan could handle herself but this newbie to the ring might actually have a problem dealing with Bubba who out weighted him as well as almost triple her size.

Look you can call me a creeper or a freak all you want but I couldn't live with myself knowing something bad happened to you.

He grasped her hand and held it gently. His mind racing, did he actually care about her or was he so good at manipulating people that he had tricked himself as well? He was completely un-phased by anyone else that had tried to trick him even when Amanda tried to use her body his mind didn't get this way. Was it the mask? Should he take it off? No he thought this is having a better effect on her then anything else he had tried. He decided at that moment this was the new mask the only mask he would wear. He spoke to her as his head lowered and look to the floor.

Don't leave me here alone right now. I need the company. I need you in my heart.

TBC-Amanda

[Amanda Nathan]

She thought about what he was saying for a moment. Should she tell him that Dustin made her an offer she accepted. She did not know if it would affect them or not. Well it's not like Dustin was wanting anything romantic. Well that she knew of.

Amanda: My match I don't care if you watch. Don't watch the Delta versus 'ayden. Please, don't watch Dustin's match.

Should she tell him It doesn't matter what you had for dinner! Only if he asked otherwise there was no need to alarm him. She didn't know what else to say for the moment.

TBC: Seth

[Seth The B&]

Seth stood there puzzles, the Hayden vs Dustin main event? Did she know something he didn't? He stood there for a second, thinking to himself while holding her hands still. He had been scouting Hayden learning his every move. But the mask he choose to wear for everyone for now made him want to accept her offer. He spoke softly still looking at the floor.

Hayden... the Hayden match? The main event for the night? For the title?

He sighed slightly before continuing.

I don't know why you don't want me to watch it but I will for you for two reasons. Your tears don't fall they crash around me. And I'm so weak and powerless over you.

Amanda dropped his hand and started to walk off slowly shaking her ass for him to watch essentially thanking him for the agreement. Seth didn't want the moment to end so he sang to her again.

Come back to me its almost easy, come back again it's almost easy, Shame pulses through my heart for things I've done you you, it's hard to face but the fact remains that this is nothing new, I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories, selfish beneath the skin but deep inside I'm not insane, I'm not insane, I'm not insane.

Amanda turns around the words effected her in ways he didn't expect, she walks back to Seth. Seth grabs Amanda's hand as shes about to talk. Seth's hands release Amanda's his body from all the bleeding falls and slumps onto the floor below.

TBC-Amanda

[Amanda Nathan]

She freaked. That was the only way to describe what happened as a result of him suddenly collapsing on her. She dropped to the floor beside him, kneeling over him. She shook him.

Amanda: Seth! Seth! Come on 'un! Open your eyes!

He did not stir at all. She went from scared to instantly pissed off. She started thinking it was another trick.

Amanda: Seth! You garmy! I swear to the sodding Queen of England... I will kick your ass if you don't open you bloody eyes right now!

His eyes flickered and when they opened he stared at her blankly.

Amanda: Now who's falling for who?

She tried to joke, but she did not find this funny at all. She just kind of thought it ironic that the rolls where in a way reveresed.

TBC: Seth

[Seth The B&]

Seth laid there out of it his head hurt bad his arm thriving in pain. Without saying a word he grabbed his arm and held it. Amanda could now see all the scars and cuts and puncture wounds that lined his body every piece of glass that he missed pulling out, every cut he had made to his own flesh as well as the one Jade had done on his stomach. She could also see his fists that were wrapped in tape with blood spilling out of them. He looked up at her holding his arm as he spoke.

What happened?

Ya fell for me.

No shit but I mean why am I on the ground.

Seth didn't understand she meant he literally fell and it hit her that he just admitted he had fallen for her. She tried to get up to leave but his arm reached out and grabbed her by the shoulder and pulled her down on top of him. Her body on top of his as he wrapped his arms around her tight and whispered into her ear.

Please don't leave I don't want to be by myself any more the pain is too much without you.

Seth's words hit them both like a ton of bricks, he shocked to hear his own voice as was she saying these words.

TBC-Amanda

[Amanda Nathan]

All she could do is quote a song to that statement. Laying there in his arms she felt safe, but at the same time vulnerable. She kissed him on the forehead. She then looked into his eyes, smiling.

Amanda: Change my attempts. Good intentions. But seriously luv... I 'ave to go.

She honestly did not want to, but she was telling the truth she had to. She pushed and wiggled out of his grip before standing up.

Amanda: Before I go I 'ave a confession...

Seth slowly attempted to sit up. Once he was up he stared at her confused. She bit her lip, pondering whether not to tell him. She finally decided one way or the other it was for the best he knew.

Amanda: I'm walking Dustin out for 'is match. We met up in the 'all while I was walking around. We chatted a bit and he asked me to accompany 'im and I agreed...

She stopped there and awaited the worst.

TBC: Seth

[Seth The B&]

Seth sitting fell to his back picking his feet off the mat reaching his arms back he sprung his body up into the air and landed on his feet. He stood there in agonizing pain that he hid from her. Every muscle in his body hurt but he didn't want to show this weakness to her. He couldn't help but grip his arm again. He pondered what she was saying, were her a Dustin a couple? Or was it as innocent as it sounds? He turned to her and spoke in a confused tone.

So you and him are an item?

The Britain blond didn't know what he meant.

'n item?

A couple you know together.... dating

His entire body throbbed as he stood waiting for a response. He hid the pain well from her she couldn't even notice he was in pain at all at this point. His mind raced at that point thinking of all the things he had done with her. They made him happy they made him feel better about himself. Her lips opened to give his answer to him but in terror he panicked. He grabbed her and kissed her more passionately then he could ever fathom he could. As their lips broke apart his finger went to her lips to hold her answer back.

Just need 1 more if this is a goodbye from you.

Seth started walking toward the door and Amanda follow by his side as she gave him his answer.

TBC-Amanda