Post by Lrey on Jun 8, 2007 19:30:19 GMT -5
Lil Rey Ray can be seen sitting backstage, staring off into space with thought, as chants and cheers are heard outside of the Bakstage area. If you turn the corner and stare out, you would see thousands of Die Hard Gods and Heretics Wrestling Fans, each one watching what GHW has to offer that night. Through the screams and cheers, Lrey just still sits there, indulged with thought.
A few small beads of sweat runs down his face, as he looks forward and sees Poster hanging from the wall Backstage. He stares at it a moment, as it shows Matt Oliveira Standing atop the Cage both of the men Came out of, only Oliveira Showered by Lights holding a NeXuS Case high in the air, as blood drips from every portion of his body.
Lrey looks away almost in an instance, rage building in him as he sees the poster, angering himself he didn't win. His Long Black Hair now begins to fall in his way, as Lizzie walks around the corner backstage. She looks at Lrey who has his head down in Shame, and thinks to herself if she should walk over there. Lrey looks up now, and meets eyes with Liz.
The Demonic Angel puts on a fake smile, that can be interpreted as such through his Cold, Angry eyes. He changes his expression in a Heart Beat, but glances at the poster once more. Liz almost questions this with a look of her own, and looks over at the Poster hanging near Lrey, and shakes her head slightly. She understands to a point that she could, but not to Lrey's and thinks to go towards him.
Lizzie: Well Looks like your having fun back here. Staring at a poster, hoping that was you on it I presume? Well Mr. Demonic Angel while I'm back here, gonna get a few Questions off. Starting it off, why in Gods world are you back here?
Lrey looks up at her, looking like someone drove a stake through his heart the moment she said he was wishing he was on the Poster. He begins to say something, about to yell, but stops himself before he says a word, and hangs his head in shame. He then looks at the poster, and stares at it with great concentration, but beginning to speak as he stares at the Poster.
Lrey: Since you see that Poster there, can you tell me what it signifies to you? Because do you know what it tells me, symbolizes for me? It shows my defeat, my flaws, everything in me that people Deem Imperfect and Unable. That Damn poster there, it shows that I didn't win, thats not my name on it.
Lrey: That poster is what I can't do, and right now there is a list building up, and I am about to tear that List down like that poster. That, that poster, it's taunting me, telling me I can't, I won't and I never will be The Best. And you know what Lizzie, it's not just that poster, it's everything, it's me, my Skill, and people that Deny me everything.
Lrey: People say, be more determined, you'll win everything then. In that match I pulled out every stop, I was determined, I did anything I could to win. And you know what Lizzie, I didn't even make it to the Best part of the match, nope I was left laying on the Platform, a pool of Dark Crimson Blood laying on all sides of me. Do you know what that feels like Liz? Do you? To work so Damn hard for just one thing, then to have someone that you told yourself you can beat rip it away from you?
Lizzie: No... But Lrey you tried, and you did your best. You took a lot of people out with you, and you weren't the only Bug Superstar to go down in that match, their were plenty of others to go down at the Platform to.
Lrey: But thats just it Lizzie. I'm not them, and they aren't me. I have worked harder and done more training than any other Man, Woman, Superstar, Owner, or anything else in GHW or Wrestling. Do you know what I got out of it? I got to lay helpless on a Platform covered in my own Blood. I got to spend 5 Nights in the Hospital, and more than 3 Surgeries to close my Stomach, and 20 Staples to hold the fake skin there in place.
Lrey: You know Matt Oliveira got from it? He came to This side of GHW unknowing and unlearned, and he walked away with The Golden Opportunity, he walked away with everything I have been working my ass off for these past weeks. I defeated Jake Diamond, Won the Tag Straps, but yet I couldn't make this work. The only thing I truly wanted, and I wasn't even good enough to get it.
Lrey: So Lizzie, you go out there one night, you stand in front of those fans and tell them what you truly want more than anything. Then you let everyone in that arena Knock the living Shit out of you for thinking that, then you'll know how I felt. I was more than Half Dead laying on the Platform Lizzie, and had my Dream taken away. So when you, or anyone else around here can tell me how that feels, Dammit walk back over here and tell me, because right now I am the only one who knows!
Lrey stands up from the Chair he was sitting in, and throws it into the wall. The Steel and Concrete meet making a Clanking Thud sound, as the Demonic Angel walks away from Lizzie, who looks as if she is about to cry, Lrey steaming off for the second time she has talked to her.
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A few small beads of sweat runs down his face, as he looks forward and sees Poster hanging from the wall Backstage. He stares at it a moment, as it shows Matt Oliveira Standing atop the Cage both of the men Came out of, only Oliveira Showered by Lights holding a NeXuS Case high in the air, as blood drips from every portion of his body.
Lrey looks away almost in an instance, rage building in him as he sees the poster, angering himself he didn't win. His Long Black Hair now begins to fall in his way, as Lizzie walks around the corner backstage. She looks at Lrey who has his head down in Shame, and thinks to herself if she should walk over there. Lrey looks up now, and meets eyes with Liz.
The Demonic Angel puts on a fake smile, that can be interpreted as such through his Cold, Angry eyes. He changes his expression in a Heart Beat, but glances at the poster once more. Liz almost questions this with a look of her own, and looks over at the Poster hanging near Lrey, and shakes her head slightly. She understands to a point that she could, but not to Lrey's and thinks to go towards him.
Lizzie: Well Looks like your having fun back here. Staring at a poster, hoping that was you on it I presume? Well Mr. Demonic Angel while I'm back here, gonna get a few Questions off. Starting it off, why in Gods world are you back here?
Lrey looks up at her, looking like someone drove a stake through his heart the moment she said he was wishing he was on the Poster. He begins to say something, about to yell, but stops himself before he says a word, and hangs his head in shame. He then looks at the poster, and stares at it with great concentration, but beginning to speak as he stares at the Poster.
Lrey: Since you see that Poster there, can you tell me what it signifies to you? Because do you know what it tells me, symbolizes for me? It shows my defeat, my flaws, everything in me that people Deem Imperfect and Unable. That Damn poster there, it shows that I didn't win, thats not my name on it.
Lrey: That poster is what I can't do, and right now there is a list building up, and I am about to tear that List down like that poster. That, that poster, it's taunting me, telling me I can't, I won't and I never will be The Best. And you know what Lizzie, it's not just that poster, it's everything, it's me, my Skill, and people that Deny me everything.
Lrey: People say, be more determined, you'll win everything then. In that match I pulled out every stop, I was determined, I did anything I could to win. And you know what Lizzie, I didn't even make it to the Best part of the match, nope I was left laying on the Platform, a pool of Dark Crimson Blood laying on all sides of me. Do you know what that feels like Liz? Do you? To work so Damn hard for just one thing, then to have someone that you told yourself you can beat rip it away from you?
Lizzie: No... But Lrey you tried, and you did your best. You took a lot of people out with you, and you weren't the only Bug Superstar to go down in that match, their were plenty of others to go down at the Platform to.
Lrey: But thats just it Lizzie. I'm not them, and they aren't me. I have worked harder and done more training than any other Man, Woman, Superstar, Owner, or anything else in GHW or Wrestling. Do you know what I got out of it? I got to lay helpless on a Platform covered in my own Blood. I got to spend 5 Nights in the Hospital, and more than 3 Surgeries to close my Stomach, and 20 Staples to hold the fake skin there in place.
Lrey: You know Matt Oliveira got from it? He came to This side of GHW unknowing and unlearned, and he walked away with The Golden Opportunity, he walked away with everything I have been working my ass off for these past weeks. I defeated Jake Diamond, Won the Tag Straps, but yet I couldn't make this work. The only thing I truly wanted, and I wasn't even good enough to get it.
Lrey: So Lizzie, you go out there one night, you stand in front of those fans and tell them what you truly want more than anything. Then you let everyone in that arena Knock the living Shit out of you for thinking that, then you'll know how I felt. I was more than Half Dead laying on the Platform Lizzie, and had my Dream taken away. So when you, or anyone else around here can tell me how that feels, Dammit walk back over here and tell me, because right now I am the only one who knows!
Lrey stands up from the Chair he was sitting in, and throws it into the wall. The Steel and Concrete meet making a Clanking Thud sound, as the Demonic Angel walks away from Lizzie, who looks as if she is about to cry, Lrey steaming off for the second time she has talked to her.
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